Eu are alwayz on my mind

2009-06-10T10:06:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps tanx for all the burfdae wishes and presents

i really appreciate it lots...I had a great burfdae yesterday

To all my Gerlfrens tanx 4 the gift and the card...

Lala tanx 4 the winnie the pooh teddy bear

Baby tanx 4 the clothes i appreciate it lots

To all my dancers tanx 4 the surprise :)

its tyme to get back to work Assignments due on friday

From monday till 28 june i'm going to Cambodia

so i'm not updating my blog...take care peeps bubbye :)

The meaning of love can't be said, either written, but felt, in a smile, a tear or even a thought!

2009-05-21T11:30:00.002+08:00

I'm currently in school...juz slacking around coz Mr Erick is not teaching HR

its revision and project tyme for his class...Well i guess noboby's doing dat coz we're all busy

surfing the net and not paying any attention...This afternoon i'll be meeting Din...

He has to wait for me since his lesson finish at 4 and mine at 5...Dun noe where to go after dat,...

hmmmm..maye juz slck around and finish my art wif hym keeping me company

i guess i can be more focus in completeing my art piece...I'm left with 3 more 2D art pieces to complete and meeting the deadline of next friday....I really must try my best and not slack around ...Tomorow there's xtra NDP prac...I'm not going on SAturday because of the Local community service...My schedule is pack wif projects, NDP,dance elective and National Museum duty...

I never thought dat i can open up my heart again

coz of the scar dat has been trying to heal as tyme passes by

Bt i never knew dat u can make fall in love and open up my heart again

bt whatever it is i;m still tryiong to make myself forget about the past amd concentratr about us

I hope dat you will not hurt me again like they did..

2009-05-13T21:14:00.003+08:00

ART, ART, ART!!!
I'm really trying to figure out how to manage my time so that i can complete the 13 art pieces by 12 June...I still have about 10 art pieces to be completed...I really must stop procastinating.
Haiz...Assignments juz keep coming and coming...well there's some grp of ppl in my class
i noe haf been pestering about videos from one of my classmate...the video is taken during the
forfeit dt was fufilled last friday...I noe dt during that forfeit i was dancing and was blindfolded...
But i dun care...I luv to dance and i dun care wat ppl want to say...Confidence is what i'm trying to instill in myself...I really dun care wat u guys want to say bebual la korg biar mulut korg jugak kn yag penat nnti...

2009-05-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

I noe its been a long tyme since i 've update my blog
sori peeps i've got no time 2 update..Last weekend went to KL with
my family, aunties and uncles..I had a great tyme there bcoz i
let go of myself and for once i'm not thinking of TAC...
I've got so many drawings that needs to be completed since Ms Pearl wants
to check our file next friday..Up next besides Fruit printing is still-life drawing which i dun tink i'm up for it.

Okay dats all fer now i gtg..Going to eat at Simpang Bedok photos will be uploaded soon (:

2009-04-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

well today i came to school for only S&W played captain's ball. It was fun coz ii was practically burining calories apart from the warm up that we need to do. Our S&W teacher is no longer Mr Borhan but it has been changed to Mdm Raja due to the clash of time table.

In the afternoon we went to Elias Park Primary for our story telling session. I was nervous coz i'm afraid that me and my group would screw up becoz we did
badly for yesterday's rehearsal but today everything went smoothly.
The kids responses was okay and i really enjoyed doing the butterfly puppet with them. these kids are really smart and they were not like us 10 years bck...

During the debrief session we were kind of lectured by Ms Dorcas. She says dt she's dissapointed wif the rehearsal yesterday and she kept asking why. I dunno i juz feel dt we got to meet so many expectations and since we're the 1st batch of ECH students, they really expect a lot from us. Which sometimes make me feel like giving up..but at the end of the day its us to stand to gain something from it. I guess the main reason is because we keep procrastinating that we often pushed things to the last minute. which makes us unprepared. Take it as a lesson learnt and there's so many things to do and it can't be done last minute.

There are still many events that has been organised for us till december..In between there are still assignments and projects to be done..During the june holidays i'm going to Cambodia for community service. I'll be there for 2 weeks.

2009-04-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

Came back frm school late cz of Cambodia's trip team building

it ended at 5 quickly rush home gt msg frm qida askin me to

print her fruits which is for her art piece since her theme is on fruits

go out again to aun'ts house wif all my art stuff and my clothes fer

2moro's Elective cum NDP practice...

My theme fer my TAC portfolio originally was emotions then i find it

too difficult as i couldn't get any ideas out..So i switched to the theme LOVE

coz i juz gt so many ideas to draw...Well the truth is i'm goin lil bit bonkers

wif my portfolio coz i'm not good at Art but i'm not goin to giv up

i'm goin to try my best...Dats all fer now..My peeps gathering on the 9 may is

still on k..we're goin bowling ...Msg me by 4th may to cnfirm if u're coming..

Krg better turun tkmu last min ckp tk leh..since krg da pester aku bile nk kua

on the 9 may nnti kite jumpe...U guys noe who eu are k..

2009-04-16T14:43:00.002+08:00

Currently at home helping mummy to cook

there's no lessn today coz Ms Pearl haf to bring the Year 1

to Macpherson for CCA roadshow....So Mr Eric cancelled his lessn

since its an hour..

Been going back hme wif lala for the past few days..We really catch up

wif old tymes..Miss the tyme when all of us would gather and chilll

so we decided to plan an outing for bdk2 bwps...

DATE: 9 MAY 2009

PLACE: Not decided yet...

We planned to go Karaoke...but then it depends on the rest if they are

agreeable which shud be no prob coz smue suka melalak dulu hhehe

mcm paham...

So if eu guys are agreeable we are going for a karaoke session and afta dat

maybe juz lepak at esplanade to catch up wif old tymes...Either me or lala

will msg eu guys the plan and we're going to cnfirm with u guys by the end

of nxt week

2009-04-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th Burfdae WIWIK :)
today is her burfdae and she also participated in the
showcase competition. She danced really well..
Happy 19th burfdae gerlfren i hope all ur dreams and wishes would come true.Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.

Today's showcase competition saw the competitive spirit in all groups
to want to win this competion so much. Guest performance by Vouge was really cool...They really danced much2 better than girls..Well they are professionals.

CONGRATULATIONS to qida's group for clinching 3rd in this competition...U guys really rocked the stage WELL DONE!!
Wiwik and Fairuz also danced very well good job guys...(:

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

2009-04-12T01:05:00.005+08:00

DEYI SECONDARY SCHOOL I'm proud of each and everyone of eu...All ur hardwork for 6

months paid off...All the lecturing and scolding dat eu guys got has earned

eu guys a SILVER award...From BRONZE in 2007 when we first enter the competition

to SILVER in 2009 the second tyme u guys enter this competition I hope

dat u guys will continue to strive hard and will inspire u to achieve even better

results in 2years tyme

WELL DONE!!!!

Broadrick Secondary School

hey brother even though u guys gt SILVER i'm still proud of eu and ur

dance mates coz i noe dt u guys gave 110% for this competiton

i noe dt u guys have been aiming 4 GOLD but Silver is good enuf

u have given ur very best and i'm proud of eu lil brother..

Make sure during Speech Day performance u give all out coz i noe its goin to

be ur last performance before u step down and concentrate on ur N levels..

What's done is done now concentrate on ur Angklung's syf which is nxt week..

So GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST!!!

2009-04-07T22:18:00.003+08:00

My brother's dance group...Seeing them makes me want to join in the fun together wif them

Hmmmm....well my exam results is kinda of dissapointing

this is bcoz i scored D for Ms Dorcas's paper

the rest of the paper i scored B....but wif this result

its going to push me even harder to score well the next semester

Yesterday was my Brother's malay dance SYF...

seeing hym dance makes me want to dance alongside hym

in this competition but i noe my tyme is already up

its tyme dt he gets the chance to perform...

We both have the same passion which is dance

and i cannot deny the fact that he's a better dancer than me...

well i dun mind that...I noe he and his dance mates haf been training very

hard for this competion and they are all hoping for Gold

but wateva it is I'm proud of hym and his dance mates...

So am i proud of my secondary school dancers
DEYI MCC...I'm very proud of each and every one of eu...

I dun care wat u guys got bt wat i noe dt eu guys have fun...

School starting next monday left wif a few a days of holidays den its bck to business

I can't believe that i'm in year 2 already how fast times flies...

GOOD LUCK BISHAN for The Showcase this 14 april......

Dance Elective

2009-03-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

Sori peeps i noe i haf not been updating my blog

its bcoz i've been to tired lately...its bcoz of dance elective

its really killng me 3 days per week excluding NDP practice

which is every thursday...I dun even get enuf rest...

Sometimes i feel like giving up but i feel that its a waste 2 gif up juz

lyk dat...Contemporary dance warm up is really unbearable...

i will have cramps and muscle pains after class...

The teacher dat taught us jazz is really a prefectionist..

hmmm...I wonder how i'm going to survive her class..

Well the results for the Cambodia trip as well as exams are goin

to be out soon....Hmmm...I'm really scared about my exams results...

Well i juz hope for the best for my results..

2009-03-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

well its the 2nd week of my holidays
so far i've been spending my tyme at my cuzzin's house
giving them tution as this year they will be taking their
PSLE...Basically this is how is spent my holiday, giving tution
to my cuzzin, helping out mum with the housework...

Tomorrow my family and my cuzzin's family will be going to
S'pore Expo to see the HALAL plus wedding and lifestyle exibition
Saturday is my cuzzin engagement which i dun think i'll be going
it depends if i'm not tired after dance elective class i guess i'll drop by
for awhile since its lepas asar..dats all i gtg and mandikan my anak sdre

2009-03-12T13:43:00.003+08:00

Sori peeps for not updating

beem busy with projects and exams

speaking of which exams is finally over

but at the same time i'm scared for my results

i juz had the feeling that this term i've been slacking

but nevertheless juz hope for the best...I'm meetin

Zul later to lepak with him for awhile b4

he go back to camp...he's juz 1 of my pri skool fren

that i've been in contact plus i juz got to know dat

ystrdy was his burfdae...Happy belated burfdae....

well dats it 4 now...

got to shower n meet hym b4 7

extremely long post

2009-02-18T21:59:00.004+08:00

Mohd Zairee tanx 4 all the memories dt

we share i noe its not possible between us

but tanx fer all the memories...

even though i find it hard 2 let u go i haf

2 there's no point 4 me to think about eu...

I noe its contradicting I HATE EU BUT

I MISS EU at the same time

hope that u are happy wif her btw

juz t let u know dat i'm staying strong

i can forget eu...

I dont feel sick or anything its juz dat

i haven't been able to breathe afta

u hurt me & left me to crash & burn

which cause my heart to break and shatter

into pieces that can't be put back together

and i guess the only cure is to let eu go

well its been a while since i updated my blog

there's no so many stuff that i want to talk about

hmm...lets start with the jurong birdpark trip

13 febuary2009

its been ages since i went to the birdpark

and there's so many changes...

my favourite part is going to the penguins enclosure

but a very important lesson not to stand behind the

penguin coz they are goin to gif u a really gd surprise

me and my darlings also went in to the owls enclosure

its really dark and sum of the owl are really scary

14 febuary2009

Its valentines day but i'm at Yishun campus for my nyaa camp

i 'm only staying for 1 night and i'll be back hme the next day...

i enjoy myself during the camp becoz i manage to overcome my fear

of water. Kayaking was superb despite having sunburns

on my face and i looked tan...besides beach cleaning we also

played the game "blow wind blow" and during that process we got to

know and make new friends. Not forgetting there's quite a number of cute guys

from the cranberries group and i'm currently in contact with one of them

i'm juz taking things slow ryte now...in the process of getting to noe hym better

i can't deny dat talking to hym makes my heart at ease but he's a year younger thn me

I dun want to put any hopes on hym if its meant to be then i'll accept it

if not i juz haf 2 move on wif my life even though it hurts alot...

during the nite me, wiwik and fairuz lie down by the pond and we did star gazing

during that time we shared all our past n current love life...I actually tot of not sleeping

and stay up talking on my hp wif my fren bt then i'm really tired so i fall asleep at 3am

and wake up at 5.30am...i juz can't sleep well maybe becoz i keep thinking bout hym :(

I'm currently browsing through my picture folder and i found my pic wif hym

dat we took during chingay...i hate hym but at the same tyme i miss hym

how contradicting can i be???i noe dat its nt possible between us

but the fact dat u shower all the love and attention to me i'm thankful fer dat...

pictures dat i took during the birdpark trip will be uploaded later

now i'm goin to sleep and later will be a brand new day

Gerls tanx 4 cheering me up and helping me

to forget hym...

p.s. You made me stand on my feet again, but i fell again when you left

2009-02-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

haiz...I'm freaking stressed up
there are 2 assugnments due this month
then there's NYAA camp this friday till sunday
and ms dorcas assignment is due on 18feb
which is juz a few days from now...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!I'm kind of breaking down ryte now
I really haf 2 juggle wif assignments and exams are coming ryte up
what i wwant to do ryte now is to quickly complete both assignments
and get through the exams quickly & move on to 2nd yr...
can't wait to see what are the new batch like...
gals dun eu guyz worry k..I'm trying to get hold of myself
I"M trying to forget hym and all the memories dat we share...
even though its hard....i noe i haf 2...
Now its not the tyme yet...i've to concentrate on ASSIGNMENNTS & EXAMS!!!!!

p.s. I'm trying to forget eu even though it hurts

2009-02-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

well its tyme dt i let u go
even though its tough i noe i haf 2...tanx 4 all
the sweet memories dat we spend together..
NOE sumthin i'm begining to HATE EU!!!
tanx 4 hurtin me...well for a moment i tot dt
u could be trusted but it semmed that u are
the same as the others...Tanx 4 healing the wound
and tanx again 4 breaking it...

Maybe my friends are ryte...i shud juz 4get abt eu...
there's no use crying over eu...i'm goin move on wif my lyfe
dun eu worry i'm going to be fine...
tanx 4 all e luv dt u shower on me...

p.s. i'm goin to move on...

STRESS!!!!!!!!

2009-02-04T11:25:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 weeks since i update my blog
I've been kind of busy with assignments and projects
EXAMS are coming up in 1 months time
its really hectic and i really have to juggle my time well
I've been skipping dance production practice
coz my lecturers have been nagging that i'm slacking
i know that i am slacking but i just need a break...
I dun know if i'm going to have time for revision
This semester seem a lot busier with assignments and projects due
one after another i just feel like running away from all this...
I noe that no matter how much stress i'm facing i need to pull myself together
i must not give up now...i'm already halfway through the journey
despite the stress that i'm facing manage to take a break and went to watch
Chingay and the City alive party. Went there with Qida and her boyfie
me and my hubby of coz...had lots of fun at the party...
Keep on dancing and for the first tyme i didn't think of my school work
I juz enjoy my self and i really had a wonderful day
plus i think it help me to destress lil bit...

P.S. I need eu...

2009-01-24T13:51:00.003+08:00

A pony & the really shit alot!!!

This is a king cheetah looks like a normal

cheetah but its spots are different bcoz

of its recessive genes

With my lovable and kecohrable frens:)

wik tkmu moody2 k?Dun scare us,tell

us maybe we can help u

Me & the super shy ayu :)

Here are the pictures that i've uploaded..there's alot but i only

uploaded some...Zoo trip is fantastic.There's so much thing to see

and it certainly look very different. There's been a lot changes

and my favourite place to be is at the KIDZWORLD RAINFOREST

there's so much thing to do...kids can ride on the horse, feed the goats,

help to groom the pony. Its so much fun. As the future educators,

bringing the kids to the zoo can be part of the curriculum.

There's so much activity that can be done there. Not only that

i manage to overcome my fear of creepy crawlies...I dare to touch

the caterpillar, the stick insect but NOT the madagascar cockroach

I dunno i juz hav dis creepy feeling. Nevertheless i enjoy myself during the trip

and i'm looking forward to the Jurong BirdPark Trip on 13 Feb besides having the

trip my NYAA camp is from 13 Feb to 15 Feb which means

i won't be going out wif boyfie on 14 FEb...Haiz :(

P.S Boyfie i'm missing eu i can't wait to meet eu

2009-01-23T22:38:00.001+08:00

This whole week has been very busy
we started to do our big alphabet books
using different kinds of texture for our letters
its tough becoz we need to be very precise in cutting the letters.
Pasting it in different types of materials in with different types
of texture helps the kids to identify the letters be it in caps or
the lower case letters.Zoo trip was fun becoz we actually get to go behind the scenes of the fragile forest. That's where i really maanage to overcome my fear of insects and creepy crawlies..Riding on the tram' is really fun becoz we get to see the different animals
Going to the Kizworld rainforest is fun becoz there's variety of animals there such as the pony,fallabella & goats. There's also a shop selling souveniers.
But to bad the soouveniers are expensive and i can only take a look at it..photos of the trip will be uploaded soon for now gtg and get some rest...i'm down wif fever So i'll be MIA ing for awhile to complete my lesson plan and big book
p.s. I'm missing eu lots baby:(

Slacking at home

2009-01-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

out of boredom i uploaded these pics...

these are my frens who really make my day

whenever i'm down...Julie & Nolin

12 years of frenship is really a long tyme

even though we rarely meet up

u guyz really are fun 2 be wif...

bile korg nk g gym?dun 4 get 2 beep me tau

Qida, wiwik, sakinah &fairuz...

hey u guyz are a blast 2 be wif...

aku syg banget sama kamu semua

tanx 4 aceeptin me in ur grp aites

i juz finish my brainstorm web

currently chatting with boyfie

missing hym lots...

even though last week we juz went out

i noe dt i can trust hym cz he's alwayz

dere 4 me when i'm down...

i noe i can count of hym and he's

not lyk any of my other ex...

tanx 4 being dere when i'm down...

i luv baby...words are not enuf 2

describe how much i luv eu...

as i'm writing i'm listening to

taufik's new song

NAFASKU- TAUFIK BATISAH
kasihmu..
diluar jangkaanku.
sulit rasanya hidupku tanpa mu
usah kau pergi jauh
aku berjanji cinta mu ku bawa mati
tak ingin ku mula cerita baru
diriku teruntuk kamu.
setiap nafasku
berpesan padamu
jangan pernah tinggal kan diriku...
sentiasa hadir dijalan hidupku
yakini cintaku untuk kamu....
untuk kamu..
untuk kamu..
aku menanti
ketibaan hari itu
saatnya kau mengucap cinta sejati, dua menjadi satu
aku mengerti...kata kata ku percuma
hingga tiba suatu masa.
semua kan menjadi nyata
setiap nafasku
berpesan padamu
jangan pernah tinggalkan diriku..
sentiasa hadir
dijalan hidupku
yakini cintaku hanya untukmu

i'm so in love with his song

he's so cute n the fact he's

a gd dancer and a singer

he makes my heart meltz

wif his moves....

p.s. i'm mishing eu baby

STRESS!!!!

2009-01-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

Finally 1 assignment down

this whole week have been very hectic

busy with assignments, project discussions, cca

untill i have no tyme 2 relax...

but then again looking at my lil cuzzin

kind of help me to relax...

but then again i'm looking forward 2 go school

surrounded by the crazy bunch of ica peeeps...

and of coz not forgetting the lovely lecturers :)

today's lesssn is veri instresting

baking splodge cake, making ooblack,

making butter from whip cream

not the normal lessn that we alwayz have

here are the pictures of today's lessn

Once again Early Childhood rockz

Can't wait 2 see the next batch of ech students