extremely long post

Mohd Zairee tanx 4 all the memories dt

we share i noe its not possible between us

but tanx fer all the memories...

even though i find it hard 2 let u go i haf

2 there's no point 4 me to think about eu...

I noe its contradicting I HATE EU BUT

I MISS EU at the same time

hope that u are happy wif her btw

juz t let u know dat i'm staying strong

i can forget eu...

I dont feel sick or anything its juz dat

i haven't been able to breathe afta

u hurt me & left me to crash & burn

which cause my heart to break and shatter

into pieces that can't be put back together

and i guess the only cure is to let eu go

well its been a while since i updated my blog

there's no so many stuff that i want to talk about

hmm...lets start with the jurong birdpark trip

13 febuary2009

its been ages since i went to the birdpark

and there's so many changes...

my favourite part is going to the penguins enclosure

but a very important lesson not to stand behind the

penguin coz they are goin to gif u a really gd surprise

me and my darlings also went in to the owls enclosure

its really dark and sum of the owl are really scary

14 febuary2009

Its valentines day but i'm at Yishun campus for my nyaa camp

i 'm only staying for 1 night and i'll be back hme the next day...

i enjoy myself during the camp becoz i manage to overcome my fear

of water. Kayaking was superb despite having sunburns

on my face and i looked tan...besides beach cleaning we also

played the game "blow wind blow" and during that process we got to

know and make new friends. Not forgetting there's quite a number of cute guys

from the cranberries group and i'm currently in contact with one of them

i'm juz taking things slow ryte now...in the process of getting to noe hym better

i can't deny dat talking to hym makes my heart at ease but he's a year younger thn me

I dun want to put any hopes on hym if its meant to be then i'll accept it

if not i juz haf 2 move on wif my life even though it hurts alot...

during the nite me, wiwik and fairuz lie down by the pond and we did star gazing

during that time we shared all our past n current love life...I actually tot of not sleeping

and stay up talking on my hp wif my fren bt then i'm really tired so i fall asleep at 3am

and wake up at 5.30am...i juz can't sleep well maybe becoz i keep thinking bout hym :(

I'm currently browsing through my picture folder and i found my pic wif hym

dat we took during chingay...i hate hym but at the same tyme i miss hym

how contradicting can i be???i noe dat its nt possible between us

but the fact dat u shower all the love and attention to me i'm thankful fer dat...

pictures dat i took during the birdpark trip will be uploaded later

now i'm goin to sleep and later will be a brand new day

Gerls tanx 4 cheering me up and helping me

to forget hym...

p.s. You made me stand on my feet again, but i fell again when you left

haiz...I'm freaking stressed up
there are 2 assugnments due this month
then there's NYAA camp this friday till sunday
and ms dorcas assignment is due on 18feb
which is juz a few days from now...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!I'm kind of breaking down ryte now
I really haf 2 juggle wif assignments and exams are coming ryte up
what i wwant to do ryte now is to quickly complete both assignments
and get through the exams quickly & move on to 2nd yr...
can't wait to see what are the new batch like...
gals dun eu guyz worry k..I'm trying to get hold of myself
I"M trying to forget hym and all the memories dat we share...
even though its hard....i noe i haf 2...
Now its not the tyme yet...i've to concentrate on ASSIGNMENNTS & EXAMS!!!!!

p.s. I'm trying to forget eu even though it hurts

well its tyme dt i let u go
even though its tough i noe i haf 2...tanx 4 all
the sweet memories dat we spend together..
NOE sumthin i'm begining to HATE EU!!!
tanx 4 hurtin me...well for a moment i tot dt
u could be trusted but it semmed that u are
the same as the others...Tanx 4 healing the wound
and tanx again 4 breaking it...

Maybe my friends are ryte...i shud juz 4get abt eu...
there's no use crying over eu...i'm goin move on wif my lyfe
dun eu worry i'm going to be fine...
tanx 4 all e luv dt u shower on me...

p.s. i'm goin to move on...

STRESS!!!!!!!!

Its been 2 weeks since i update my blog
I've been kind of busy with assignments and projects
EXAMS are coming up in 1 months time
its really hectic and i really have to juggle my time well
I've been skipping dance production practice
coz my lecturers have been nagging that i'm slacking
i know that i am slacking but i just need a break...
I dun know if i'm going to have time for revision
This semester seem a lot busier with assignments and projects due
one after another i just feel like running away from all this...
I noe that no matter how much stress i'm facing i need to pull myself together
i must not give up now...i'm already halfway through the journey
despite the stress that i'm facing manage to take a break and went to watch
Chingay and the City alive party. Went there with Qida and her boyfie
me and my hubby of coz...had lots of fun at the party...
Keep on dancing and for the first tyme i didn't think of my school work
I juz enjoy my self and i really had a wonderful day
plus i think it help me to destress lil bit...

P.S. I need eu...